I have never really believed in magic, I always lived by if you want it hard enough you have to work hard for it....it's not magically going to happen. But these past few years I really have embraced this whole "magic" thing.

One thing that has helped me embrace magic is being a princess every weekend and bringing the magic to children party's. Bringing smiles and love to each child I meet.  Now, for awhile I thought I was the provider of the magic and still really didn't believe it for myself.

Slowly this past week I have really felt it.

First-Visiting the Phoenix Children's Hospital.

I have never had to visit anyone in the hospital other than new babies. But never visit a child who is fighting for their lives. I was Miss. Cindy and walking into that first hospital door took me back, made me feel something. The magic, the magic of life and how precious each one is. As the day went on, I would have to stop and collect myself because that feeling was so strong. They were so strong, stronger than I ever could be. I was starting to feel the spark of magic.

Second- Disney Mall Video

As I was scrolling through Facebook, BOOM, a little Disney video popped into my feed. I almost cried (I may be a little sensitive). It took me back because they made a normal day special and magical. I could be because I was going to Disneyland in a few days and I was so excited because I think this time it will mean so much to me. Because I feel like I am part of the magic maybe not in the parks but in my own way I was bringing the magic back.



Third- Disneyland

A few of us princesses went to Disneyland because why not? Walking through those gates felt like the first time, it took me back to when I was a kid and anything was possible. Reminding me anything is still possible.

This time it was more special because I got to see how parents feel when I  met their children. Your heart almost explodes from all the love and magic you feel when you see a little girl run to a princess with huge smile and never wants to let go of that hug. (we were getting weird looks because we would just swoon over these moments). I cant wait to feel this with my own children and have Disney be part of their childhood just like me.

Thank you Disney for bringing back the magic in my life.


Here's some pics from our trip.

Tonight's one of those night I lay awake because my mind is running, my heart is thumping, and my fingers are tingling. I feel like I need to get real because life is not always about flowers and lollipops (even tho I prevent it is). I lay awake most nights only catching a few moments of rest before my mind starts running again.  I really don't know how I have functioned for so long.

One of the Princess is getting married this Saturday and we just had to throw her a proper princess bachelorette party. It all started with a limo (thanks Emily) to downtown Gilbert, to eat at the trendy Liberty Market. The limo was too much fun that we wanted to hang out in there all night, but we eventually had to return back to my house. There we had non-alcholic cocktails (thanks Rachel), ate a hilarious cake (thanks Aleshia), played Disney themed games. It was fantastic! I especially loved decorating this party because it was pink, purple, glitter, and all girl!